So I'm not alright. No, I'm not alright.

     Dear boy,

You stole my heart. 

I'm tired of lovin' you though. 

And you're not even here... to hear me/ to feel what I feel.

And you don't even care. And I'm tired of lovin' in vain.I'm losing me. And ... 

Idk, I sincerely love you. It was a first-sight love. And it hurts. I'm ... so... off.I'm so not ! I so want you...:( 

And even if I want to give up, I can't. Because I love you. It's not just  a 2days crush, or 'OMG, he's cute I'm in love'.No honey, it's been 4-5 months since I.. I fell for you.You were so cute when you gazed into my eyes. You're like a piece of sun rise. You're so oh! Everything ? Everything to me ? And still... you're not mine. And you'll never be.

I'm sorry.

I love you.